Pain

this feeling is new

one i have never felt before

it feels as if my heart is ripping in two

one part hate and anger

the other love and happyness

but all i feel is the hate and anger

i just want to lose itmake the pain go away

but i dont know how

i dont want anymore trouble

but all i want to do is pick up that blade

and break my millions of promises

theres no point keeping them any way

their just going to end up broken in the end

theres no point living with the pain i feel right now

so  have to fix it some how