Playing with fire

Just an introduction to how it all began.

 

Hello stranger.

You don’t know me, I don’t know you. You have your life and I have mine but they probably didn’t intersect and hopefully they won't.

I can tell you a smooth story about love, hate, redemption, death. But you are not here for this, are you?

I can give you something better, I can give you a true-life story, something you will never forget. My life.

Is it sad? Is it happy? How does it end? You should figure this out yourself. But stay put to understand what’s happening, it might confuse you a bit but you will understand by time why I did what I did. Listen carefully, and please respect one important rule. DON’T judge me until the very end, until you can see the whole truth before your eyes. Then just do whatever you want.

Are you ready to begin?

  

Playing with fire

 

 

I had everything. I was perfect more like a goddess. Beautiful, rich and funny with a good personality that is mixed with a lot of ego. I have a white shinning smooth skin that reflect by blue glowing eyes. My brown hair was long, straight with just some right curls at the end. And I smile a lot just to show off my shinning white teeth that people think they can glow in the dark. My Lips were just amazing perfectly fitting just like every other part of my so called sexy body.

People thought I had it all, all the girls were jealous of me while most of the boys could do anything to get my attention.

I was a queen to them, I was their forbidden dream, how unfortunate, they don’t know my truth. They don’t know anything. They just see me laughing, smiling and showing off. They just look at my boyfriend and keep cursing their luck. They see him hugging me, kissing my lips softly and holding my hand.

I am the saddest soul. I am burning from inside. I just want to fly away for some time. Just to leave and never go back. Never look back.

Their eyes are so evil, they are undressing my desperate soul. They are playing with fire and blood. My blood.

My name is Nada. I can’t tell you anymore details about me but maybe you can figure some things out yourselves.

I don’t remember when my story began exactly, but I do remember myself drowning. Drowning in the deep water while hearing all the screams above.

They are all shouting and calling my name, but I didn’t pay any kind of attention, I just closed my eyes and listened to the sound of water rushing towards me as a wave hitting my body and pushing it back to the shore.

I thought this was my end or rather I hoped for it. But no my god wasn’t enough with me yet. I opened my eyes and rose above the water taking my breath. I then looked to my father behind me who was smiling broadly but with some fake anxiety.

- Are you alright Nada?

I looked at his eyes and laughed then shook my head and smiled back

- yes dad … always.

And I took off towards the chalet with a towel wrapped around me feeling the wind freezing my whole body except my mind. My mind that reminds me of all the horrible incidents I have been through. My mind that reminds me of all the s**t that I have done.

 

And I am going to spill all my secrets …

 

Reviews

[Rassoul]

I love your choices for words, good job here my friend.

[RedPlanet]

This is the first thing ive read on this site. Was expecting it to bevreally bad based on my past experiences with online writing groups but damn, you have talent. Well done. Intersted to see what happens next

[Kandil]

Thank You so much for your support, first time to write on this site too, hope you like whats comming