speech anixety

Everyday i think of speaking
Ithinkithinkithink
everyday
around i go
these thoughts form and reappear

Every time i think of speaking
ithinkithinkithink
is that correct
are you sure?
don't make yourself a fool
don't speak too loud
don't speak too soft
or else you wont be heard

Every word that i speak
ithinkithinkithink
is this okay
will they hate me?
Every word
I speak in fear