Off the Shelf!.. Full of one's self?

None as omnipotent as I

Upon the dwelled being of myself.

Brush to canvas gusts dust

of rust off coherence's shelf.

Frigid ice which dealt the melt

Off broken spinal heat of swelt.

Dazed of one's mind's own kind.

No line to cross. No throne knelt.

F*****g pig of the swine.

Small time, white-collar crime.

Kept in line? Never half the time!

Crooked spine. Oppressed live mind...

Of a life time?

One-of-a-kind... of a category.

Assessed, kindled stress.

Other's authored, sort of a...

Life story?

Prostitute to institutions.

Self-assured, blind delusions.

Commoditized "solutions." 

Synthesis-enforced illusions.

Medicated sedations.

False-positive ideations.

Sub-conscious' relations?

Avails no personal realizations!

Revolving doors?

Your f*****g "help?"

Rust dusted.

Not trusted.

Antagonize "madness."

Fucked brush.

Blank canvas.

Upon the shelf...

Of

By

And for...

Myself?

Reviews

[KallGraham]

Thank you very much for your review, Paavana. And it's about my Schizophrenia and how I'm commoditized by my actions and thoughts, and told what I mean by the people who wrote their own books and philosophies, viewing me through my disease, A disease that they technically founded, not as a person. and how I use my art as therapy to reveal my own realizations and deep-embedded thoughts that I Have a difficult time explaining the complexities of, simply because I break down simplicities into complex enigmas to my mind. It's all talking about how I try to cope without fascistic, thought constipating antipsychotics, and being my own higher power and ignoring the "evaluations" of the doctors. they see a disease, not a human who thinks differently. The very last lines are pertaining to how my creativity is choked by the medication, but also how I'm dragged down by my delusions and the heavy depression and anxiety when I'm not on them, and If I'm truly helping myself by forcing myself to go through them med free. Your Summary was pretty similar, you're a very knowledgeable girl, Paavana. Thank you so much for the review, I really do deeply appreciate it. I'll be reviewing some your writing definitely very soon. Thank you again, You have no idea how much it means that you took the time. Thank you.

[Paavana Varma]

Once again,I absolutely enjoy the structure you have created and I love how the poem is interesting to read out loud.But it would help me a lot if you would give me an insight on what the poem is about.

Is it about dealing with one's own emotions and how sometimes we experience an uninhibited overflow?
I might be wrong,so I'd appreciate it if you would give me a little insight!

Cheers,
Paavana