Left to right, walking blind

I forgot this was a thing, it’s currently 2:32am and here I am failing to write again

You’ve got me spinning out
With every twist and lie you can’t deny
Spent years apart now
but somehow side by side
Was this all just one massive come down
Left by left but suddenly right
Can this all be one bad dream

Bitter memories crop up in between
There’s nothing left but an acrid taste
And yet we drink from the same lake
Fears of intimacy with years of apathy
Will we ever find it, make it to home base

I’m running thin and dry
Just batted left to die
Running left to right
Can’t find a source of light
I’m out here walking blind