Remember my name, forget my face

The days dragged by before I got a grip
Each minute passing, followed by the hours
Echoes in my ears reverberating tones
Of every single word from every single fight
Laid on the floor while the world spun
Turning and turning, thoughts slipping
Blood staining the sides of the porcelain
In a counterclock wise direction
The water didn’t wash this one away
I hope that i still linger back in your mind
A name without a face, the hint of a memory
With the weight of each letter holding you down
I’ll take you down a peg
And bring you back to earth
A crushing reminder of reality
You made my mind break
But I made your heart break
Stood by your side when everyone left
Forced you to eat, reminded you to shower
Now while you flourish I’m left with the facts
I gave you my life don’t you ever forget that
Take your meds, make your bed
Remain fed and take care of your head
You won’t ever forget me
It was never meant to be