Words left unspoken

Kinda been listening to a lot of cry wank and la dispute lately so I've scribbled down some stuff

Thoughts so perplexing
I saw lies in your eyes
Every movement was haunting
Who am I to judge

I'm just as vain
Words left unspoken
I think I'll just run and hide
Leave you with your other ties

My minds contradicting
The ideas are screaming
That I hate your guts
But every other second
That lie is over ridden
By an unconscious decision
That I was never s**t

Words left unspoken
I can't apologise
Words left unspoken
I'm sorry
Words left unspoken
I hate who you've made me become
Words left unspoken
You've killed me inside.

Reviews

[A.L.]

Take hold of your life Kaleb. No one can control you this deeply unless you allow them to.

The contradicting thoughts of hating someone yet feeling undeserving of such ideas since you think so little of yourself. You're never as bad as you think. But you definitely captured a frequently used emotion.

Thanks for sharing your "scribbles".

[KalebX_]

I have no self worth, forget about how little I think of myself but you are very kind. I've never mattered much and it still shocks me when people realise this all while exploiting my overly kind nature because I feel a sense of accomplishment in my ability to make others feel better. I thank you for taking the time to read my scribbles 😌 I've never really shared these with people and thought maybe it's time haha
Much love,
Kaleb.

[A.L.]

Oh now you are just being silly. Everyone has worth and if you can't see that then you're blind. You should feel crazy unique for the odds were not in your favor to be born. Yet look at you. You're valuable so don't base it on people giving it to you. I would probably slap some sense into you then hug you. Hah!

I dare you to continue posting more of your stuff.

[KalebX_]

I can't refuse a dare, very well. This next one is for you :)

[A.L.]

Hah who can? I'm honored.

[KalebX_]

Was going to use a pre written one but decided to write off the top of my head like most things :)

[A.L.]

Ah, well how did I receive such an honor? I'm looking forward to it.