Secret Love

I still love him. & he doesnt know it.. at least i don think so...

I'll give you a secret,

if you give me one.

A divine whisper that

scratches at my veins,

releasing the blood flow

to my swollen brain.

Something so cryptic,

your heart will leap

& be absent from your

infected chest.

It will be mine forever.

I want to share my beloved secret,

fore I know the impact

it will have.

My dear, 

My sweet essence,

let it fester your mind

into its dark abyss.

& the conniptions take place ...

I am a girl.

Crystals for eyes, 

and green for mirrors.

I will howl when I am hungry.

I will feast of upon your lips,

draining each tear for your eye.

You are a boy.

Metallic gleams that stare.

Your outdated.

You could crush me with a single blow.

I can tell by the way you embrace

me during the days, 

your in love with me.

But your over priced mind is too

helpless to say.

How pathetic. 

Life;

in which both of us live,

We're to young.

To young to notice how beautiful

this cloaked phrase that I've coverted 

for far to long is.

My secret love, my only escape,

I'll release the erotic secret.

It erupts my stomach.

It burns my throat.

& the consultation begins.

I buckled my knees,

slow,

slowly I fell into a state of mind that 

I wish for you to save me.

& the execution of my debate continues..

Love is a story no one can compare.

To young to listen,

We Never Cared.

My lips are quivering as I spew the fragile words 

that kill.

That make lives.

... I love you.

My secret.

My beloved secret has been told more then

once by other people. 

I'm not the only one with this secret.

But I thought that I share my captivated

secret with you.

...I fall to my knees.

Slowly grasping the ground for balance.

Your terrifying glance scared me.

I should rephrase my secret,

... I Still Love You.