I Realize

Love lost.

I realize that I've been dumb,

I found that when you speak,

my lungs go numb.

I suffocate in your hazel eyes,

How long will it take,

for you to realize.

 

I never told you this,

but you make it hard to see.

After all the things we've been through,

you make it hard to breathe.

I want you to know,

that with all my heart,

I don't want us to fall apart.

 

I will never walk away.

You my darling,

I want you to stay.

 

Without you I am clumsy.

My fragile heart,

it tears me; it's weak and flimsy.

 

Without you,

My darling,

My one and only,

I just knew, it was to good to be true.

 

I should have told you.

But I held it in.

 

Now I miss everything about you.