I Need to Feel.

I smoke these cigarettes 

because they kiss me when you can't.

I smoke this defectless smoke and

taste a kind of freedom you only

feel when you're above all else.

I stay cold in the freezing,

enthralled by the warmth of your

body, it makes me lose feeling.

I can speak in a beautiful tongue

all night long,

but these attractive words that 

I'm feeding your ears, 

wont tell the temperature

of our fevers.

A type of heat that makes my knees 

weak and my body ache as if being

stung by a thousand bees.

You give me the life that I need. 

You dehydrate the bugs that 

stop to feed.

I chain the skeletons in my closet,

and pierce this pretty

tongue of mine,

Chase down ever lie 

and have you buy it.

I intoxicate every feeling

right underneath your sheets,

while we drink a bottle of poison,

making my throat scream.

I'll scar my name into your walls,

so you'll forget yours,

but never mine.