Save my heart

Peotry about being afraid to let someone go

When the day already has passed away she was walking on her own

Searching for the stars yet she was already home

Between 4 walls and in bright room she has her loved one on the view

Yet the stars seem to her so new

And she wanted to go, 

Yet she was cough in the chains of love,

For the very first time she seemed to be strong

 To let the chains go,

To see the blue sky,

To see the world outside,

But there was love growing inside of her,

So pure and so innocent,

The idea of life was gone since,

she knew it was her own blood,

Blood of love and braveness,

She'll love this new star in her life,

So she is no longer craving for new sky,

"Hush little girl, keep calm and sleep"

Singing in my thoughts "Please someone save me from it"

I no longer see you,

Why are you so away?

Please don't leave me, I beg

I can't let you go, yet my mind's hurting me

"Please STOP"

I no longer seek happiness but safety first,

but how could I forget what we had done?

My heart's beating, body shaking

Please I need you,

Don't go!

Ghost's are whispering 

"You'll be better of alone"

Yet I know I am better with you

with all those demons I still love you

With all those new stars I still want yours

Still my heart is in the past and it's craving for him

Him whom my lips don't know

Him my heart wants to be gone

Him whose smile was sweet as honey

Him with ocean eyes

Him who was nice

Him, I am afraid of

Him I mean nothing at all

Yet 

I am here in the hands of my loved one

Protected but still afraid that the love will never be the same

He who my loved one is does he really see

all the demons that are chasing me?

All the fear and all the pain?

I am screaming it all away!

Finally free

Breath and 

one and two and free

Can I start my life all over again ? 

Author's Note

Please ignore the grammar
It'll be better soon

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