A Birthday Gone Wrong

Brandy kissed, double sipped, vodka down my throat-

Which pair of these lips will I regret the most?

Tequila shots, tops off, clothes all thrown around-

In the morning will I be known in town?

Bottle spins, it lands on him, I'm not really surprised-

It's not the only time that we've kissed tonight.

Hands on him, ten seconds in, he won't get off of me-

In the morning, will any relationship be withstanding?

There are rings on fingers, there are promises in back of heads-

But right now there are cheating people asleep in beds.

There's a couple of cheaters sleeping on the floor-

There are cheaters who are cheating right behind that closed door.

There's a little girl passed out with a man that's not hers-

There's a man awake beside me because his heart seems to burn.

My eyes close, my throat hurts, my stomach turns it's rounds-

In the morning we will wake up and not make any sound.

I want to leave, I want to drink, I want to go home and cry-

I've got a guilt inside my heart that makes me want to die.

I had a tongue of a guy I didn't know stuck down my throat-

And next thing I know my boyfriend is in the same boat.

We both are shaking, we're both replaying events inside our head-

Why do I feel heart broken if only their lips met?

I was supposed to be his only, his first and last-

But that was ruined and that was in the past.

Guilt burns strong, but love is stronger-

I think that's what they say?

I want to believe it, I need to, I need it-

I need him with me when I die.

But will I ever get over the events that took place that night?

Reviews

[ニックは日本を�..]

Interesting, How have you been?

[Kaitlyn Raiford]

I've been okay I suppose.

[ニックは日本を愛しています。]

btw I don't hate you.. wish we could have still kept in contact..

[Kaitlyn Raiford]

It seemed like you did. The way you talked about me to my family AND his? It was a little uncalled for.... His sister hates me with a f*****g passion now... I cannot regain that. :/

[genocide]

i like it when you say f*****g katyin

[Kaitlyn Raiford]

Such an amazing adjective. XD I know.

[ニックは日本を愛しています。]

Oh... Well not my fault i started liking you but If you want we can be friends, cause i met an amazing asian girl and I don't care about american girls no more =P

[Kaitlyn Raiford]

Haha. xD That's good for you. I hope all goes well.

[ニックは日本を愛しています。]

Yeah but i still wanna keep in touch.. i barely come on here.. and i hate how things became bitter with us

[Julia Alex]

I like the way you feel the society is these days, the broken relationships but the cover of the book always seems great, you never know whats hidden inside of it...great write!

[Kaitlyn Raiford]

Thank you. :)

[genocide]

not bad very good hon very good