Temptation to Murder

The anger boils deep inside

But I refuse to let it out.

Although I cannot deny

That I wouldn't mind opening my mouth.

 

I'd also like to take a bat

And smash it upside his head.

But I am much to civilized to do that,

I'd rather keep my cool instead.

 

Every time I hear his voice

I swear that my ears pop.

God is it so hard to make this choice

To be sure that my thoughts are kept locked.

 

Every time I push it away

I feel it coming back up.

God will I just love the day

When he has had enough.

 

Please lord just let him sleep

And never open his eyes again.

It doesn't have to hurt, no one has to weep-

But please kill him so I don't commit this sin.

 

I just want to feel my hands around something cold and hard-

Then to take it and bash his head and skull.

I am sorry that I am having these thoughts-

But they never seem to dull.

 

I'm not a violent person,

And I never want to be..

But I cannot deny how great I'd feel

If I were the reason why he bleeds.

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[ニックは日本を�..]

I like this.. although i wish you'd talk to me.. sigh