I used to write songs for other musicians, I would work for this studio and that studio and when I was working at a studio in Florida I went to the beach. I fell asleep in my chair while watching the waves.
I dreamt I was in my chair and the water was getting higher and higher until it was at my knees, when it reached my knees I became a fish. At first I was afraid but then I realized I was free. I didn't have to work anymore and I could go anywhere in the world. So I spent all my time exploring all of the oceans and seas around the world and seeing all of the other fish. But I was never happy.
I could go to any beach on earth but the only one I ever thought about was the beach with my chair. So I tried as hard as I could to find my chair, I looked everywhere. I knew if I could find that chair I would be home. I looked and looked and was ready to give up when finally I saw my chair. The water had gone down and my chair was dry but I knew I had to sit in it again.
I swam away from the beach and then turned back to get as much speed as I could and I jumped out of the water towards my chair. As I landed in my chair I woke up. After that I thought and thought about what my dream could mean. After that I was let go by the studio and was never able to find work at another one.
After telling me this he asked me if I knew what it meant. I told him I didn't and apologized and told him that if he gave me time that I might figure it out. He told me that's okay and to take all the time I needed. This was when I would go and help with the homeless. The next time I went I was told he had died. It would be a few years later when I finally understood his dream but I often wonder if he found his own meaning. I believe his dream can mean an infinite number of things all depending on who hears it. I thought it would be nice to immortalize him in a small way on the internet.
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It took a long time for me to understand his dream. In fact, I had to experience it for myself first.. read moreIt took a long time for me to understand his dream. In fact, I had to experience it for myself first.
To me, the interpretation went a little like this:
I had a bad attitude in my teen years. I surrounded myself by bad influences. I did questionable things. I humiliated and degraded myself just to try and make people happy, hoping they would accept me and I would fit in. I lost my self respect, my true identity, eventually I couldn't feel the ups anymore because the downs were so low.
So there I was. I could be anyone. Do anything with my life. And I thought I was going up. But turns up I was going down. I was no better than the fish. And I looked around and began to hate myself. Hate everyone around me. And just deeply mourned for the time I wasted. I could've spent my teen years happy with who I was, spending time with my family rather than fighting with them all day every day, And I could've been productive.
So I tried desperately to pick up the pieces and try to make something with what little time I had left. I was 18, almost 19, before I realized all of this fully. I fixed my home life. I'm working on my personal life and self. So far so good. I'm in college and I'm learning to be happy with myself. But anytime I think of the fish dream, I can't help but wonder about the man that told it to me. Did he ever figure it out...
9 Years Ago
Thanks for your interpretation.
9 Years Ago
What's yours?
9 Years Ago
Not sure yet... I'll think about it and let you know
9 Years Ago
Take your time. Hopefully I'll still be around to hear it.
9 Years Ago
oooooh yeah... didn't think of that... don't go dropping of the perch while I think about it ok!
When I originally read it I thought it was about not forgetting your roots and always coming home. N.. read moreWhen I originally read it I thought it was about not forgetting your roots and always coming home. Now re-reading it maybe it means if you hang around near the proverbial sea you will eventually fall in and become one of the fish and it will be difficult to get out of that cast. But you've obviously been thinking about this for years so I believe your interpretation would be the most accurate.
Incidentally I think it's marvelous that you've immortalized this dream.
PS. I hope you're still alive :)
9 Years Ago
lol I am. And I believe both of your interpretations are accurate. Like I said, his dream can be dif.. read morelol I am. And I believe both of your interpretations are accurate. Like I said, his dream can be different for everyone. Allegory is like Linux, open source and everyone experiences it in their own way.
9 Years Ago
*relieved*
And may you live a long and happy life too :)