Just another day - 1.

Some form of biography, about my life and significant events in it.

Just another day.
My name is Connor-James.
I'm a 15 year old. You might consider me as 'Unique' or 'One of a kind', I generally think I'm a freak of nature.
I hope that, you have read this far, because I have somehow interested you in my life, or that you want to see how I suffer and survive everyday. Well, I don't have the worst life, but I don't have the best life. Like every teenager of today, we live in a world where you can't trust anyone, save a select few. Rumors, lies, back-stabbing, can ruin your life and can force you into a dark state of self-hatred and other things. Teenagers face these things everyday, and we're a lot stronger then most people think.

I usually try to look for the bright-side of life, but sometimes, things can take a wrong turn. I suffer from severe mood-swings, which usually end up in me pondering, why am I alive. I never look for the good during these short moments, only the bad. Like most teenagers, I do care about what certain people think about me, not everyone, just those select few who could break or make your day. I generally think I look disgusting, and I wake up everyday, look in the mirror, and curse 'God', for 'Blessing' me with this horrendous appearance. I'm extremely paranoid, I'm ignorant and I'm shy, these are just some of my qualities which I consider to be a downside in my life.

However, I think somethings about me are good. I've been told that I'm 'cute', 'sweet', 'amazing', a 'legend'. Those people who tell me this, I generally want to keep in my life. They are the people which make these tough days worth living, and are there to assure me when I'm feeling depressed.

I live for music. I generally listen to a few music genres, such as Hip-Hop, Drum and Bass, Indie and Folk, Progressive House, many many more. I don't listen to commercial and 'pop' music, I prefer underground, little known artists, who put so much more into their music, and make it so much more enjoyable.

I have many more problems, many more facts and figures, to tell you about my life so far, and how I want to live it, but I'll guess we'll save that for another day.

Thanks, Connor.

Author's Note

ignore the grammar problems, I'm still only young, I'm still in school and learning.

Reviews

[Jeremy Baker]

I really like your style of writing, if this is anything to go by. And I think you're being a little too hard on yourself, too - no-one's perfect, after all. We live, we grow and we change. Sometimes we need help, other times we offer help to others. Definitely keep going with your writing, whether as a hobby, therapy or as a life activity. I'll be reading!

[Kaidon]

:).

[jasmine_x]

Connor, I really like this!

You're more than amazing sweety!