Collection of a boy's memories

Poems

We don't know what we're thinking...when we're sad and torn, apart.

We feel like life isn't worth it and it makes sense to end it all.

What we love , has been taken away and we feel like its all over again...and again..and..again...

What we love and cherish forever and forever and forever and ever til the day we end it all.

Oh it feel so hard to keep going on...we just want to stop breathing and breathing and living and feeling this pain...What hurts the most is ...that we can't be together....arm and arms....hand and hand...because you're my friend, my lover and the one that I spend my end....with.....

Its so hard ....to...know...what life....is...without...you...here....with me....

Its so tempting to take that knife...knife...and be with...you....here tonight...

You said that death was another world and that life was the beginning of it all.

This stage of life won't matter if it doesn't matter to me...It just hurts to live...living with this void in my soul. I know I said that I wouldn't end this life, but now I understand why some want to die...Its feels cold to know.....why I love you

 

I know that I'm hated

It doesn't hurt to know...to know..that people want me dead

I don't know why I to hear this.

I just want to live..my life as my own

I'm tried of society's game to convert me

I'm done listening to my social responsibility

I think for myself and no one else

I'm so done with society

Day after day I am dying...from inside

Drown in everyday lies

Lying to myself that it'll be alright

I know that we live in lies

Well I'm trying to climb on top of this world of lies, even if I die...I'll be happy that I tried....

 

Sadness can only go so far...before we hate

I don't try to hate....

It makes me sad....

I don't try to hurt

It makes me human

I try not to care about the little things

I try to make things already

Trapped in my sphere I fight for my life

Scared of hurt I shield my soul

Only to have it dropped and scarred

 

I understand the devil and he understands me

We are one in tee same

Judged by many and many for all

We are looked for our perfection and absolute flaws

God is the being who judges me

God is the being who judges he

God is the being who judges we

Family is the one who judges me

God as his parent judged he

Driven insane by our providers we deny our creators

We resist for the sake of freedom and freedom's flaws

We don't look for perfection but accept all flaws

Fighting for liberation, fight to be free

Free of judgment and absolute deity

One day we dream of a place where we're all free

One lifetime we shall understand our judgementors

 

 

 

Author's Note

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Reviews

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Aww. D: This is so sad.... Ughhh, I miss talking to you! I wish I could take all your pain away... I would take all your pain away and make it my own - even if it was so much it killed me. These poems are so painful...and it made me want to cry. Did you know how amazing you can write? Well if you didn't, you better! It's hard to be happy after reading that - I want to be sad, melancholy. You have a true talent if you take me from being one of the happiest I have ever been to the absolute saddest.

Kai, I don't know what the hell I would do without you... Your poems are amazing, I love this to death even if the sadness just about kills me. I don't know what else to say besides you are an amazing poem, I love this, and I panwaffles you. (: