HauntedA Poem by Ghostgirl333
A room
This room This chamber This cell Alone Awash in nothingness Lying here Surrounded by the sharp edges of the dark Softened subtly by the raging of a solitary flame The lonely candle of a lonely woman Staving off the coming of the night The dying of the light The mourning of innocence These last few embers of hope Flickering Faltering Fading The unseen walls shift Swell the air And in a single heaving sigh Damocles' sword falls And with it, so too does the night Am i dreaming? I must be dreaming This house is but a house No monster No creature No God It does not live It does not die It does not breathe It only is And yet It sighs as i hold my breath Echos dance around me of voices that never spoke Even this darkness lives It starves It hungers for my sadness My madness My rage Alone Alone I am alone Am i alone? Is this cage a belly that has devoured me whole? Are these echos those that came before? I am here Am i here? Where oh where is here? I see nothing I feel nothing I am nothing But i sense it all This thick, murky dark drips from my skin Their skin Our skin Do we have skin? I am here Am i here? Where is here? I must get out Running blind Running anywhere Running everywhere There's a door Breathing echos wash over me like a river Swallow me inside my own fear Drown me in myself My heart pounding Or is it my fist? Pounding against my chest Or against the door in front of me? War drums Pounding Pounding Pounding No more I can take no more The handle Safety Freedom Escape Rushing through on the current of my echos Flailing Gasping Shocked A lonely candle burning to soften the dark The same dark The same flame The same room And i am here Haunting the stone chambers of my heart © 2022 Ghostgirl333 |
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Added on August 2, 2022 Last Updated on August 2, 2022 Tags: Anxiety, loss, trapped in yourself Author
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