sleep

I have known her my whole life... and when she calls, I do not wish to displease her... oh please, my dearest mistress... be with me always~

Tell me the time
 

 

the watch is broken at 12:14
 

but unlike your own mortality.. time is no factor right now..
 

 

dragging her nails across the bed she calls
 

Give in.. submit to me.. precious
 

This two decade relationship has been based on abuse
 

and sadomasochistic fantasies
 

I dare not whisper or bring to fruition with her
 

the only authentic relationship I have ever had
 

she grabs my hair and pulls me in close
 

her breath is an anesthetic..
 

the finest mist that attaches weights to my mind, body, soul
 

and eyes

 

The place where you travel now is as different as you wish to make it

 

compared to this world..

 

..this incorrect world
 

my mistress softly drags her fingers through my hair
 

nails tracing invisible lines on my scalp
 

as her beautiful haunting voice sings me to sleep
 

her caressing lullaby
 

the place where I travel now is as different as I wish to make it
 

compared to this world..
 

..this fading world..