Memories

for the one i love

i look through pictures of you even though i know i shouldnt

Seeing you hurts me in ways even bullets couldnt

heart wounds re opening blood once again starts flowing

tears burn my face knowing it cant be

ur not with me but hoping and praying

and repeatedly saying 

that its not worth this acheing 

my heart is bending and breaking 

but i just keep thinking 

my mind flows like a projector, never even blinking 

my soul is sinking 

it takes all my will just to keep on breathing 

pain so deep inside of me it writhing and seething 

beliving that you are essential to my being

im falling im reaching 

for you wen your not there screaming your name as i wake up from another night mare

remembering all the things we shared

i hope u remeber how much i cared

my only wish is tht i could be there

itd be an understatment for me to say that im scared

Hugging u tightly in my arms never to let go

id tell u i loved u and u knew that it was true 

and there will never be anything quite like me and yo

across ur face my fingers brushed 

memories like this leave my heart crushed

just remebering the sensisation i felt wen we touched

i can still picure you clutched in my arms 

with ur eyes on mine and our bodies going off like alarms

dont know why i still care.... that bracelette must be made of love charms 

gone crazy like mad cow disease on old farms 

my hearts been battered, beaten and shattered till it splatterd on the wall 

rage fills me as im screamin f**k it all!

drop to my knees to helpless to craul

the sound of a breaking heart follows every tear fall

im missing you, so bad that id do anything to

even spen 30 seconds with u

i know that would tell you 

i love u as many times as i could as fast as my mouth can move

not bother to breath watch as my head turns blue

ur knifes in my heart and im spillin my guts to u

i feel like the first man that flew

higher than any other man he knew 

yeah thats me when im even thinking of you

now your gone and i dont even know what to do

everythings gone black and to think the sky was once blue

everythings gone, my heart,my hope, the air on which i choke and the sunshine too

nothings good without you

i say that and the it hits me like a train because its so true

im just m 

cuz i cant be me without you