I could fix that.

I could fix that, if you let me
Disperse the weight that ,
Looms so heavy
Mitigate the pain inside your brain
That's driving you insain
I could extract the fear from inside your vein
With simple memories of kissing In the rain,
Yet twas not your path, twas not your way
Your emotional self affliction forces me to wait,
A stubborn thirsty horse I cant force to drink as I watch its beautiful mane wither and fade, from neglect jealousy, self pity, guilt and disdain
I hate this
I could fix it
You know it
My resolve is still unbroken
I hang one, yet feel so hopeless,
If history should repeat itself
These words lie upon the cusp of a baited breath better left unspoken.
It makes me sick, this virus a corruption
Mother f*****g malfunction
Infected by a trojan,
I loved too much now I'm crashing, in and out my door so fast I call it door dashing,
Ding dong doorbell ditching
Your an electrode and I feel just a muscle twitching helpless to begin resisting, too tempting,
So you see up the bursting stitching that was afflicting this bloody broken heart barely beating, violent bile chasing my breathing I'm taking a beating, I feel like I'm caught up in someone's grand scheming
Nice guys win in the end,
Yet I feel this sempiturnity overwhelming me, this loop never ending I had a dream,
That I was sleeping, when I woke up I realised I was just thinking,
I could fix that......
But yet you choose to sleep with the one deceiving.
Both eyes black and bleeding,
My honesty, loyalty, and integrity abuse me angrily, yet strangely I still keep there company as I feel they are a part of me.
I could fix that, but would I still be me?
Absent pain and suffering,
Would my face remain the same without all the scarring?
I screamed help me I'm falling!
You rushed to save me, but he caught your arm, and you stayed obediently, it was about that time my body hit the ground painfully,
Before my conscience faded into nothing
I swear the last thing I saw....
Was him smiling.
I could fix that,
Let's begin the haunting,
Lifelong dedication is daunting,
But yet so is the pain enumered around those I care about. He is radiation,
Exposure is to be poisoned
I could fix that if I could reposition,
But who am I to force that issue when I feel very near theres a time bomb ticking.
I called in a warning, but no one listened,
They believed it comic book fiction
Like x-ray vision.
Yes I can fix it.
Give me the strength to take action,
Make decision,
Change position
Erase the perception
Take possession
Control deception
Face dejection
Uproot depression
Free obsession
Sate collection
Remain a blessing
Keep from stressing
Learn a lesson
Quit second guessing
What I'm doing I'm proving
It's okay to be screwing
With thought processes ruining
The point, undoing
Taking the progress I'm making, and peel ing off the paint projecting, painfull paint flecking, to onlookers discover the reckoning that I'm uncover8and constructing, painfully and slowly as my momentum is growing, here to please the crowd that's here for observing my offering my demon splitting constantly running rampant with their offspring ilas I find them multiplying im realising........
I can fix that.
If i start flying.
Without second guessing
I spread my wings, and began hovering.
In dismay, I'll save who I can, but those who remain on land, are damned to the destruction they decided to stand.
I'd offer my hand but it a risk that I know wouldn't be taken,
I watch everything I hate
Destroy all I love
Praying to awaken.
When my eyes flutter open, I see destruction in the opposite direction.
Those I already saved were slain due to my ungrateful dedication of my attention,
Alas my love caused a decimation.
I can fix that, but yet to get them back, I must face damnation.