Divorce and Fired

was just thinking about stuff.

Its a strange feeling, being free. 

All our adult lives we are trapped into one thing or another. 

Job, 

relationships, 

parenthood, 

friendships. 

But when you loose it all. 

Your free. 

No obligations, 

no expectations. 

No questions, 

no foundations.

Am I glad 

or 

Am i sad. 

I don't know, this feeling is one that I don't understand. 

I'm like a bird, still in the cage,

the door hanging open and everyone watching me

waiting for me to sore, 

i don't need to escape i can just fly away.

So why do i stand here. 

As if i am trapped, 

stunned in shock.

I've lost everything. 

And yet i stand doing nothing.

How do I fly, 

my wings have been by my side for so long

my legs have been still for even longer

I don't know how to fly, 

and i don't know how to run. 

What do you do when you loose everything. 

For good

And want nothing but everything back.