A nightmare of a life

I've gone trough a lot of things in my past... And one day I feelt like writing... So I wrote this.

I wish death to the ones who gave me the thoughts of suiside.
Death to the ones who never took me seriosly, and just made fun of me.
It changed me. It changed my feelings, mood and lifestile.
Every day became a nightmare I couldn't wake up from.
Every night I couldn't sleep. I was scared of what the next day would bring.
I never did anything wrong, but still. It was always me, who became the black sheep.
Just because Im not "normal", doesn't mean Im not a human being.
Im just myself, and that wasn't acceptable, or what?
The scares you left in my heart, will never disappear. Never.
None of my scares will. Their marks from the nightmares I have gone through.
The small drops of blood-red liquid, sliding down the arm.
The pain I felt.
The only thing I could think about was death, death and death.
I will never forgive you.
May my shinigami, be with you.......

xXKira-KittyXx

Author's Note

Ignore grammar problems -.-

Reviews

[Googeneglet, Googenegle..]

"Everyday became a nightmare I couldn't wake up from ..."

That's got to be the best line in the whole piece. And it's a wonderful piece as well! I could totally relate to it. In a world where people never look past the cover, there are many black sheeps like us, unappreciated and broken for actually being original.

Luvved it!!!

[FallenHeroXx]

A great strong piece of Poetry. Damn i love how you add a deathgod in the last line.

Good job keep writing it

A Fallen Hero

[A Risen Heroine.]

I love this one! :D