new begining

wrighters note at the funeral she got a necklce in the shape of a heart with her dads aches it sed dad on the front and sara on the bach she never wore it it was left in her julery box

chapter 4

             Befor i knew it the snow had melted and  spring was hear. not that i cared if it ever came back. i never lirned how to scate my cuzin took me once but all i did was fall so i quit and never  scated again.  i clung to that little bare braught it everyware with me school, church, out to eat, once i even lost him in wall mart but a ladie found him and returned him. iv allways called him daddybear and i still do till this day. well now his wings have fallen off and his eyes are a little chiped but i ove him so much still.

 

             i missed my dad so much i couldent focus in school any more, my momter put me in councoling witch didnt help much. so that summer she sent me to camp. thats when i started to forget. i forgot the his voice, his face, soon i couldent remember one thing about my dad. all i had was a bear. so i clung to it and i swore id never let it go.

 

             that fall we started a new school daddy bear and i the other kids teased me about it. i never told them why i had it. i was afrade thed laugh so i kept quiet.one girl and i became firends we did everything together her name was cassy and then another friend victoria and another rabeca and 1 boy kyler he was my best friend we allwas ate lunch together and talked during recess. we were all good friends. the new my dad passed away so they didnt tease me but i wondered how long i could really carey this bear around.

 

             i had a project asigned to us with 4 days to compleat it so my mom was taking me to wallmart to get suplies (idk why we go their o much they have their so much they have the markers i like) but i decided to leive daddy bear home fore the first time while we got my suplys. i was aprehensive at first but i was ok. when we got home my sister was asleep in the car and their was no parking so my mom asked me to open the back door and bring my bags in while she parked the car and woke my sister up so i walked to the back door it was open like allways. my mom allways sed one day someones going to brake in if they dont start locking these doors. the taught made me chuckle i walked in the hallway and shut the door and grabed my key to unlock our door but i reolized walked into my house somthing was wrong i looked at the door and it was busted the look smashed the wook chiped and craked i droped my bags and screamed. when i looked up i reolized someone had broken into my house and i wwas alone and he was standing infornt of me before i could run away he ran out the front dore and droped somthing on the sidewalk i was so scared hed stolen my bear so afrade hed be gone but he wasnt but my necklace was with my dads ashes he only took mine my charm bracelet my dad got me for my birthday only left one charm, that he dropd on the side walk witch was the one i hated most. took nothing of my sisters things. but took my moms rings and bracelets iv never forgotin that as long as i have lived that was 6 or 7 years agaio. going on 7 or 8 now.my godmother came over and my auntir my god mother slept on the floor in front of the door with my mom while me and my sister slept at my aunties house. i left daddy bear at home from now on i knew hed be safe bbut he never left my sight at night.