Lies

Just let me lay here
In the rain let it hit me
No one will see my tears
They'll blame the rain

Im living this lie of a smile
Not feeling Alone,Empty,Dead
Im happy and smiling

Crying is for the weak
Sleeping is for the weak
Eatting is for the weak

Yet i fall asleep eventtually
I end up crying in my sleep
I need to eat or i'll faint

I just want to end this life
But that would be selfish
I shall keep hiding and smiling

No one will know my secret pain
Its mine and a secret
I shall not let you worry about me

Author's Note

idk :/

Reviews

[Ian]

Beautifully sad... full of truth and emotion...
I've felt like this before... and I still do sometimes...
But... when you bear for too long all this pain... you get to realize that the only way to get out of this is to wipe out your tears... stand up and keep walking...
Because... can there really be happiness without pain?
You can only be happy once you have suffered...
I've started to learn that by punches and falling... besides... when you are in the bottom of abyss the only thing you can do is go up!
...
... Uh... wait...
Oh s**t...! I... I was being optimistic... ugh... NOOO! what is happening to me??!!
I have to stop this!! Life sucks! Life sucks! Life sucks! Life sucks!
Uh... that's better... hahahaha xD

[Scissorhandds4eva<3]

I love it. I just can relate to it so much now.

[zappy]

this is very good