The hidden pain inside

A Poem by kirstey Lost,Crushed,Cold&Confused

okay so its a song :) i know its not the best im sorry :(. it's about when you pretend to be happy on the outside but are dieing on the inside :P enjoy!!:D

I can hide it, I wont show it
I will pretend nothing's wrong
I'll go around with a smile printed on my face
i can live with this lie

im not so happy!,my mind is spinning
my life is failing,nobody can save me
it sounds so simple yet it's so confusing
i'm going to kill myself tonight

smiling on the outside, dieing on the inside
baby you will never know how much pain im in
i'll make you believe these sweet little lies
pretend nothing ever going to change

im not so happy!,my mind is spinning
my life is failing,nobody can save me
it sounds so simple yet it's so confusing
i'm going to kill myself tonight

your smile is the only thing to keep me living
but it's failing, my will for life is getting weaker
so baby dont you know your smile is killing me