You don't know me

To anyone who thinks that they know who I "really" am.. ,

Trust me,you don't.

I hide most of my emotions most of my time.

You never saw me screaming out of anger

You have absolutely no idea how many mistakes I made

You don't know how much I cried in the past (and still do)

You didn't see me jumping like a mad girl out of happiness

You didn't see me walking around for an hour around the house when I'm so anxious 

You don't know If I'm fake smiling or not 

You don't know all of insecurities 

You don't know all about my crazy wishes

You don't know how many times I over-analyze situations 

You didn't see me crying while watching emotional movies 

You don't have any idea about my late night thoughts 

You don't know how many times I felt lost 

You don't know how big my dreams are

You have no idea what I go through every single day 

You don't know all of my problems 

You don't really know what I feel deep inside 

You don't know what goes in my mind at midnight or right after I wake up 

You definitely don't know all of my interests

You don't know about ALL of my dreams 

I only choose to show you what I want you to know 

So no.. I don't think you me that much at all.

Author's Note

What do you think..

Reviews

[Dr. YumnaKay]

I feel as if you have written about me.. Every single thought of mine written here.. This is really really good!!

[Kriss Kross]

Poetry or a list of complaints? The emotion of this piece is powerful. However, I would challenge you to formulate your anger and rage into a selective, concise masterpiece.

[Bigdreams]

Hey Kriss Kross ,
I didn't mean to make i sound like a list of complaints ,in fact I wanted to show how someone can misjudge you based only on what you show them. But yeah Thank you so much I appreciate your comment I'll try to write better next time:)