Fixed only to be Broken

I gave you my everything, I told you I'd sacrifice it all for you.
Everyday blessed me with your presence.
Every touch, every emotion, every tear, every smile, just simple signs that showed me you were everything to me. You didn't seem to believe I'd give you everything, but now that you see I have, all you can say you screwed up. Now you must realize you had my heart, why'd you have to be so oblivious?! I thought it was plain to see, to see you had taken away all my worries, every tooth of a blade had left my conscience knowing your nearby. Every welcoming hug given by your embracing arms was all I needed to get through each day, just to see your eyes meet with mine developed the slightest smile upon my face. Now I close my eyes for a brief moment, only to open them and see your disappearance, now I'm left fighting the oncoming flood of tears followed by the droplets of blood that fall into the pools of tears. You left me here watching the two components mix and now I'm feeling lost, misunderstood, and too broken to speak another word.
The only thing your presence brings me now is pain and I question you in my mind every time our eyes meet, trying not to drown in this flood I ask you with the bitter quietness "why?" only to be greeted by a shallow voice barely heard bringing pain within a following response "I don't know...", now you can't even look me in the eyes? It's sad this has come to a catastrophic end, this once so called friendship.
I still remember how you said to me once that you had loved me, now it just seems like a bitter lie. All that's left is me trying to continuously fight for what seems impossible to achieve, a simple recognition. A recognition from anything, anyone, to be understood once again, to be seen again, to be loved...once more...