Who I Seek

I wrote this, not so long ago. I still feel like this should be out in the world So here you go.

I want someone that I can't resist no matter how hard I try. I want her to be my gravity - that unseen force that draws me in no matter how hard I try to fight it. I want her to be able to level me with her eyes and leave me breathless and speechless.I want her to want me to lay there in my arms just as much as I want her to lay in mine. I want someone that can above all else make me laugh no matter what situation, no matter how serious. I wanna See that Passion in her as much as I see it in myself. I want to get lost in the vision of her when she's not around. I want her voice to be my calming factor, when I hear it no matter how angry or aggressive I get - it will find a way to take everything out of me. I want to become so familiar with her features, every inch of her that I could Draw her with my eyes closed. I want to feel that awkwardly incredible moment shared between us before the first kiss - everytime. The look in each others eyes, the sound around us going absolutely mute, our Hearts freezing and breath stopping in anticipation of lips touching for the first time. I want to stare into her eyes and have that feeling of total euphoria take over everytime I do. I will get totally lost in them. I want to learn all of her idiosyncrasies, even the trivial things like the morning get ready for the day process, the silly unique laugh, the faces she makes when she doesn't like something, and her ability to let go and become a total child around me. I can't do without the other half of my soul. I want her to pull me from this darkness and keep me in the light. I want her to realize that I understand what we have is a gift and I'm going to make it first priority to show her everyday how thankful I am for that gift.

I am socially Friendly, and not jealous, I know who I am, and where I am going in life. I am a man who respects women to the fullest, and I want a real relationship.

Dedicated to Who I Seek
© 07-07-2007
Written By Jay Spaan
© www.jayspaan.com

Reviews

[CreativeByHabit.com]

thank you

[just rose.]

Sometimes I think the other half of who we are fills in all the gaps of ourselves. And sometimes I think we are exactly alike. And sometimes I think we are exactly opposite. But regardless of which it is (or even something I haven't thought), the feeling I get when I think of that is exactly what you've described above. Especially this ...."every inch of her that I could/Draw her with my eyes closed." It's a longing back to something that doesn't even have a name, and a looking forward to something that can only belong to each one of us alone. I've always loved the phrase "alone together." It seems oxymoronic, and yet one picks up where the other leaves off. That's what this makes me think of. Well done.