Love me NOT

I wrote this long ago, these days we get along and he tells me that I have talent. However I did write this. So here it is.....

He asks me to stop looking at his sins of the past.
While reminding me of mine.
He wants to befriend me, While stabbing me in the back.
He's crueler then the world could ever be, trying to teach me how it is going to be.

He states he loves me yet, He won't let me cry.
Only wimps cry...................Men don't cry.

He drinks his life away.
He tries to teach me how to be honorable, yet he dies a little each day with his disease.
His disease of life.
All that I ask is that he loves me.......Yet.

He states he loves me yet, He won't let me cry.
Only wimps cry...................Men don't cry.

When it's all over and I look in his lifeless eyes, I'm the one who feels sorry. Sorry for not........
Sorry for not......all that I ask is that he loved me, But love me NOT.

He states he loves me yet, He won't let me cry.
Only wimps cry...................Men don't cry.
I'm the one who feels sorry.
Sorry for not..........


Dedicated to My Father
(A future that hopefully will never happen)
5-20-96
Written By Jay Spaan
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