Everyday Shyness

I no longer fear chatting with random people these days. However at one point I too was rather shy.

There she is her hair is long,
her smile is real,
her eyes are kind,
her Life is bright.
It feels right,
Now I have to speak.
Say...hello.....No......Hi,
No......Say "my name is"...No all wrong.
She's looking at me our eyes lock,
and for what feels like forever
we both find peace in this
look that lasts forever,
Then she smiles at me.....
She's getting up,
I look away....
I look back...
she's walking away....
I think to myself
"please don't go."
However Nothing is said,
I am too scared to speak....
What if I gave her my heart,
She might break it.

No I'll just be silent and wait

Wait for what you ask.....

Well, I don't really know.

I say this today.....No really I say this everyday.


Dedicated to All that have felt this.
(Advice take the chance)
1-19-96
Written By Jay Spaan
© www.jayspaan.com
(Needs to be a song)