Pages Of My Heart

 

I read the pages of my heart

Over and over

In hopes that feeling will return.

I read the words I wrote,

From the feelings

You created in my heart.

But instead,

Instead it slowly fades away

With each reading

The feeling is harder to pull back,

To re create,

To feel all over again.

 

I read of that first kiss we shared

How my stomach flipped,

Your fingers taking mine to hold

Interwinded and tangled together.

 

Or that night,

We played Uno,

With those kisses,

We had more fun loosing than wining.

 

I re read from our night in the rain,

I never thought I loved you more.

 

I re read my favorites

Of the nights we simply laid together,

Your fingers in my curls,

My face nuzzeled into your neck,

Those nights we talked,

Of music, of life, anything that came to mind.

The banter,

The playfulness,

The simplicity of our happiness.

 

I read the pages of my heart

Over and over

In hopes that feeling will return.

I read the words I wrote,

From the feelings

You created in my heart.

But instead,

Instead it slowly fades away

With each reading

The feeling is harder to pull back,

To re create,

To feel all over again.

 

I can close my eyes at night,

In the same dark room we once shared,

Your place on the bed,

Empty.

My eyes closed,

I re play the words I wrote,

That were once actions we made,

The feelings I once felt,

At the touch of your hands,

The warmth of your words,

And maybe just maybe I can feel it all again,

But only faintly.

Reviews

[RareRed]

Very Beautiful!

[Hold Fast Hope]

Very heart felt. I really love the raw emotions in here. There's no run around of words or anything, it's just straightforward and I like that. Good write.