Drunken thoughts (Part 1)

I have flaws 

I'm not perfect 

I make mistakes just like everyone else dose

But I have the tendency of hiding away and drinking my problems away 

It's not like I drink everyday; no

Only the weekends

I have a bad habit 

Cocooning myself away from the world

Endless nights

Glasses of red wine

Numb those feelings 

Escape the pain

Pretend 

Fake that smile

Keeping on fooling everyone like you do 

Fighting constantly with that person behind the mirror 

"Stop pretending everything's alright" She says

The woman standing in front of her; tears streaming down her bright rose cheeks

"I can't" She cries 

It's a battle. A never ending war. 

Author's Note

Raw thoughts