They'll Never Know

Bleh

I don't want these thoughts in my head,
I just want these things to be shed.
My life isn't what I know it should be,
And I know these thoughts could destroy me.
I won't tell anyone what they are,
so I keep it just locked in a jar.
I hope that it never cracks or breaks,
because if it does this world will shake.
They can't imagine me wanting to see the red,
or be forever asleep on this bed.
They would never expect it from me,
I'm mean I'm just plain ol' boring Kortni.
When they fight they don't see what's in my mind,
and how I would find that end so blissfully kind.
Never hearing their yells and thuds,
too busy choking on my own body's blood.
I don't want to burden them with my thoughts,
I wouldn't want their spotless dreams to have dirty blots.
And as much as I'd love to be free of them...
i know these thoughts will come back again...
and again...
and again...

Author's Note

Bleh

Reviews

[hmm]

Powerful emotions in which you have penned. Deep! wonderful rhyme and flow.

[Vaishali..^_^]

this was a very nice write..:)
"My life isn't what I know it should be,
And I know these thoughts could destroy me"
awesome...thanks for sharing..:)

[WordsAndVoices]

This poem flows really well, brilliant writing, keep it up.

[Northend]

this is a good poem, keep your chin up and remenber the promise to you