For a friend

I hear your problems,

I help my best.

But I can't help

if you ignore the rest.

I need help too,

my heart is broke,

my friend just died

and my cheeks are soaked.

I'm sobbing in front of you,

and you don't see

because I hide

and don't show me.

Please tell me,

what I've done

to be ignored

Why I'm the only one.

I am lonely

I'm in pain

and you don't see

my big strain.

I struggle with my heart

and fight my own battles.

I can't fight yours too.

Sometimes I wish

You'd just do it.

Go away...

Just Go away....

I try to be positive,

I try to help

but you ignore me

and keep ignoring what I say.

You keep telling me I push you away.

You don't see that I'm upset too.

That I'm crying too.

My relationship ended

and you told me

"Don't be upset. Forget it."

I told you the same when you were dumped.

And you attacked me...

shunned me... 

persecuted me....

F**k you. 

F**k you. 

F**k you.

Reviews

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This is a very strong writing. Very bitter feelings and experience. Your expression is very emotional , you are very honest and you are not shy to address issues.