letter to the moonA Poem by Jordan Varner
you.
your eyes shined in such a way that made every other person on this planet simultaneously sigh because they couldn't be quite as good as you your laugh stirred a warmth in me that i hadn't felt in quite some time and your smile beamed through even my darkest moments your shyness was accompanied by your incredible leadership and your confidence, shining like a fluorescent lamp on a dark fall night we met in the spring, ironically a new start for me a whole new life that was ushered in by the very moment i laid eyes on you and while the leaves were growing and flowers blooming and a new world escaping from the bars that had held it back for months and in our hearts we felt the same phenomenon the first moment i had the distinct honor of gazing upon you my life changed because throughout my whole being fireworks burst with a new breed of loudness and light and those songs we heard that first night and every night after will haunt me beautifully in my sleeping and waking dreams for the rest of my life on the thirty first morning of the first month early in the day, before i even had a chance to say i loved you... god took you from me and i haven't forgiven since i'm not exactly sure who i haven't forgiven but i know i can't forgive because i know that you want me to be happy but in my heart i know that i'll never see that smile or those eyes or hear that laugh or the voice which had breathed life in me after so long and it kills me the absolute miracle of the fact that i got to know you even for a short while will always be my greatest accomplishment in life and no matter where i go i will hold you dear to my heart and i hope you know that though you're not by my side anymore those little moments with you will always be the best times of my life and the world will never be quite as bright and miraculous and beautiful without you here
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Added on March 10, 2017 Last Updated on March 10, 2017 Tags: grief, heartbreak, love, death Author
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