When She's HomeA Story by AnnaWhen She’s Home Mrs.
Shenzhen sat at her kitchen counter, her head buried deep in the bend of her
elbow, her face raw from tears, and her husband's hand resting lightly on her
shoulder. Thirty-nine hours ago, she arrived home late from work, and found the
note from her twelve-year old daughter, Lindsay, "Although frozen dinners are delicious, Going to a friend's for
dinner!J"
She hadn’t had any communication
with her since. Through the earlier hours of the morning, Mrs. Shenzhen heard,
through hushed voices, whispered between her husband and the police chief, that
after the first forty-eight hours, the chance of finding your child decreases
crucially; Nine hours left. The kitchen bustled with hefty men, clothed in
thick police uniforms, checking their phones and responding to the never-ending
pages of robberies, assaults, and what-ever other chaos the sick psychopaths of
the world create. After many phone calls, and a lot of hair pulling, Mrs.
Shenzhen had all the information she needed, to know her daughter was missing.
She found out Lindsay had planned to eat dinner at her friend Melanie's house,
and after she failed to show up, Melanie's mother called Lindsay's home phone
and left a voicemail wondering if Lindsay’s plans had changed. No one had heard anything from Lindsay since
that afternoon. "Excuse me,
Miss." One of the younger police officers stood to her right, “I
understand this is a hard time, however I need you to repeat one more time what
happened the night your daughter went missing." Lifting her heavy head, Mrs. Shenzhen sighed
loudly and pushed off the counter, “I understand, I do, but I would really
appreciate it if I can be left alone." she replied, exhausted. She had
taken enough questioning from the police officers in the past two days than she
preferably would have liked to ever have in her life time. "This
will only take a minute, Ma'am" the young police officer stated bossily. With
eyes like daggers, "I said I would like my solitude!" she responded
sharply, slamming her fists onto the counter. The young police officer flinched,
eyes wide, and murmured apologies for his disruption. She surveyed his
retreating figure, his thick brown hair stuck to his sweaty forehead, and signs
of exhaustion shadowed his face. After a
few moments, she realized she wasn’t the only one battered and sighed in
defeat. "I'm sorry, it just seems so hard for you
to understand, and it’s too hard for anyone to understand. As I have stated
MANY times before, I came home, near 9:30pm and found this note left at the
counter over there," She pointed, "and was immediately concerned when
I heard the voicemail left by Melanie's mother. I called my husband who was out
of town that night, to see if Lindsay had called him. He had not heard from her,
so I instantly called the police, and spoke to the Chief”, she took a breath, “That
is all that happened, I swear to you.” She finished her voice breaking. He
quickly jotted down something on his notepad, and thanked her, before scurrying
away. And just when Mrs. Shenzhen started walking towards the kitchen, to tell
her husband she was going to go upstairs to rest for a few minutes, her legs
started shaking, and her knees buckled beneath her. A small scream escaped her,
as she felt the impact of the tiled floors punch her into unconsciousness. A
series of short and long beeps awoke Mrs. Shenzhen into the reality of the steady
pulses beating into her head, and her lips crying for dampness. "She isn’t
fully conscious; her head really took the intensity of the fall." A deep
male voice echoed through the room. "I understand, how long do you
think it will be before she can fully interpret what is going on?" "We’ve spoken about this Mr.
Shenzhen, on many instances, it could be hours, days, months, and I don't have
enough of the tests completed to fully analyze her condition." "I understand, thank you
Doctor." Mr. Shenzhen responded, before slouching into the stiff chair,
set out specifically for him, it was his bed, food tray, and recliner, every
time he visited. He had grown to have relations with the medics in the
hospital, and became familiar with the surroundings: the vending machines on
the second floor, the sitting room down the hallway; he knew every gift shop in
this hospital and knew the location of every bathroom. The silence filled the
stale air, exhaustion lay on Mr. Shenzhen’s shoulders as he closed his eyes, when
a loud choking sound exploded from the hospital bed next to him, and he
frantically glanced over and saw Mrs. Shenzhen’s body moving violently with a
series of coughs. “NURSE, NURSE!” Mr. Shenzhen
shouted, rushing to her side, “Dear, are you okay?” he questioned, frightened
by the first noises he’s heard from her in a long time. “LINDSAY!” Mrs. Shenzhen screamed
her voice hoarse. “WHERE IS LINDSAY?” Confused and terrified of his wife’s
outbursts, Mr. Shenzhen gripped her hand tightly, for his own support. “Honey. You’re back.” He responded
as calmly as he could manage, perplexed greatly “Who is Lindsay?” A doctor came rushing in, followed
by a multitude of nurses. “Grab the sedatives!” the doctor
ordered, then proceeded to the side of the hospital bed, and grasped Mrs.
Shenzhen’s open hand. Mrs. Shenzhen’s body was now trembling, tears streaming
down her face. “It is all right Miss, we are here
for you, now please, take a deep breath.” The doctor responded. Mrs. Shenzhen’s
sobs echoed loudly throughout the room, before decreasing in volume, into only
soft chokes for air. The doctor walked calmly to the sink, pouring her a glass
of water, and bringing it to her dry lips. She swallowed a few gulps, and
shakily spoke, “My daughter, where is my daughter?” A gasp came from one of the nurses,
and Mr. Shenzhen’s eyes widened, darting his head towards the doctor, analyzing
his reaction. Their eyes in contact, the doctor nodded his head in acceptance;
he had expected this to occur. “Mrs. Shenzhen,” he spoke evenly,
“you’re confused, you’ve been away for a long time.” Mrs. Shenzhen’s mouth opened into a
circle the size of a quarter, before an agonizing wail escaped her., “What
happened? Where is Lindsay? Where is she? I know she’s here. Is she okay?” she
repeated weeping, her shoulders shaking. Turning to Mr. Shenzhen, the doctor
gripped him by the elbow, and stared straight into his eyes, “I’m afraid she’s
lost part of her reasoning. I’m sorry, but her condition may be a lot worse
than we anticipated. She believes she has a daughter, she’s created an entirely
different life imaginative inside her head.” Mr. Shenzhen stood straight
retaining the information, and then turned from the doctor, his shoulders only
then trembling. Walking back to his wife he spoke gently “Honey, you’re sick,
you’ve been in the hospital for a very long time, we do not have a daughter, and
I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” tears dampening his face as he struggled with the
words. “I know I do, I know I do!” Mrs.
Shenzhen argued, “She was missing! Did you find her? Where is my baby?” she
sobbed. Then miraculously, Mrs. Shenzhen turned her head toward the window and
saw Lindsay napping on the chair, and she felt a weight lift from her
shoulders. “SHE’S THERE! SHE’S RIGHT THERE!” she exclaimed pointing to the
window. But no one else saw what she saw, only a bare window, opened slightly
agape, a faint breeze blowing in, the curtains dancing with the wind. The room
full of perplexed nurses, a strained husband, and a doctor, whom should know it
all but, was stuck at a fork in the road; all stood staring at the empty space
and Mrs. Shenzhen finger pointed, her smiling face glinting in the sunlight. No
one spoke a word, as Mrs. Shenzhen’s hand stood midair, as if taunting the
melancholy room, guiding them to emptiness. There was no one there, and never
had been. Her imagination had created everything, and the only reality, was the
constant of her condition, her illness damaging her mind. Mr. Shenzhen took a
tentative step towards his wife, and reached out to push her hand down, but
when he made contact with her skin she screamed, and screamed, pleading for
them to look at Lindsay. Her screams echoed throughout the room, and traveled
through every hallway, filling each crevice in the sad, lifeless infirmary. Her
husband dropped his hand, and broke down then; crying, begging her to stop, but
only when a series of nurses tranquilized her with a sedative shot did at last
the noise stopped. However, to this day, they say her blood curdling shrieks
can still be heard ricocheting off the sterilized walls, begging, pleading, for
the patients to note of her daughter, Lindsay. © 2012 AnnaAuthor's Note
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10 Reviews Added on December 10, 2012 Last Updated on December 10, 2012 AuthorAnnaAboutI'm 17 years old. Novice. I absolutely love writing, and I look forward to publishing things in hopes of constructive feedback. "You must stay drunk on writing, so reality cannot destroy you." -R.. more..Writing
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