A beautiful sin

She comes to terms with her self...

how the world is filled with lies, lust, greed, and wrath

This beautiful sin, is only that a sin and a mistake

to the world , to her family, she is known as this beautiful angel

but in the crows eyes shes only disqust, a lie, a sin, a souless mistake that he made

She whispered in his ear " I love you"

but now when he remembers, his stomach turns, his heart drops

See this is only a fraction of my story but you will catch on

he caught on to the veins that pulled him in, she pulled him in to her haven

her secret sanctuary, but she fell and made a mistake, what you look at that shes not an angel ater all!

 

Shes the crown Jewel of satan, his chess piece, a modern eve

But she fell in love with a crow, and beautiful one

 

Behind my red veil is only lies, full of tricks and gold

 

I am full of lust, underneath this cold sheet you could touch me anyway and i would only ask in return to steal my breath and make me ache

 

I am full of pride, i only wish to die beautiful, if only  the car flipped over like it should have...I would be a beautiful story to tell, when im gone

 

Greed is my lifes possesion, I hate sharing whats mine, he was mine, was my crow, if only I can find him I would lock him in my heaven and promise to never let go

 

And anger punishes me, angery with myself...at him...at her....at the world that I just want to abolish, boiling blood , her mind a never ending inferno

but her heart is made from gold and lillies

 

I am nothing more than a single rain drop, cold, wet, harmless

but yet he backs away from me if i was satan himself.

Shes aloof to the world, and more than anything

she rather dive sky high

 

smoking her last ciggeratte with whiskey on her breath,she comes to terms with herself ...

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

...um yeah...tell me what you think
enjoy.

Reviews

[Zeitgeist Manifesto]

This poem is hella intense. It really got to me because of the way she suffers,
yet the love affair seemed to be doomed from the start. I guess no one saw the
signs....

[Dream Weaver]

...um yeah...it's brilliant...enjoyed the hell out of this piece.
superbly done Lexi......

[Just Plain Me]

This is REALLY good :)

[Marie Harrison]

Sexy write.

[Walter Scott Morrison]

That was very powerful. It's the deep emotional scars in characters that I like so naturally I love it.
It aches me slightly.