Sister of Mine

I don't comprehend your trials
You wonder why I can't show
you love I felt before for you
for his baby blue eyes
It's how I never knew
I never felt your tries
I don't see how you can break me
don't you see the danger
I want you to learn to hate me
are you even aware
How i bleed inside
my passion to make things right
Its so far gone
And maybe I'm wrong
 I want a lesson for you to learn
that I have no respect for you.
Your not who you were.
Some kids grow up with out a dad
And that's what you had
and he loved you
Why the hell can't you see
your making him just as lost
 as you wanted to be
Is that what you lust
A fucked up kid?
So you can say
 Your parents didn't love you enough
Yeah well I did
but its a faded love
Do you want him to be as lonely
 broken screwed up as you
vision blued tears you created
there cuts that you make yourself bleed
It wasn't mom,or dad it was you
this letter to you is outdated
I should have found the courage
to say this long ago
Imagine this image
to you I say no
I never want to see your face
till you get your act straight.