I can't remember our last kissA Story by prachi prangya agastiThey both knew at this point he couldn’t stay but she was tired of watching him walk away.He was searching frantically for her at
the airport and heard the final boarding call for her plane. He was late,
wasn’t he and she was leaving. Even when he can’t be with her, he didn’t want
her to leave just yet. He ran towards the boarding gate and all the passengers
had boarded the plane. His heart was breaking with every passing second. She
walked away but why wouldn’t she? His eyes then landed on her sitting at
a corner near the gate terminal. “You changed your mind…” he breathed
out. “I can’t remember the last time we
kissed,” “What?” “I can’t remember our last kiss. I was
leaving and all I could think about was I can’t remember our last kiss which is
pathetic. But the last time we were happy and I wanna be able to remember that
and I can’t Chris. I can’t remember it.” She sighed and looked at him. He
caught her eyes, and the conversation through their stare mattered like it was
the only thing. He hesitated and said, “I am glad you aren’t leaving,” and he
started walking away. She hung her head, she didn’t give up, and she was
walking away because she was tired of watching him be with someone else. So she
had made a conscious choice to honor herself. Her eyes welled up when she heard his
voice again, “It was Monday morning. I knocked on your door. You were wearing a
baggy t shirt that hung till your knees. Water was dripping from your hair and
it smelled so good as I brought you close. I can’t remember that familiar
smell. We looked into each other’s eyes, leaned into each other and kissed like
our breaths were of little consequence. I was late but the kiss was kind of
like habit, something we are used to doing for rest of our lives. That was the
last time we kissed.” He smiled half-heartedly and looked at her again like one
of those, like it was impossible for him to be without her, like his heart was
breaking but he then started to walk away. They both knew at this point he
couldn’t stay but she was tired of watching him walk away. “French Lavender. My hair smelled like
lavender from the hair wash I use.” She spoke loud enough for him to turn
around and hear. “Lavender. Oh.” He said and then paused
for a moment as if he would say something more and then walked away. But she
couldn’t, not yet. © 2018 prachi prangya agastiAuthor's Note
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Added on June 6, 2018Last Updated on June 6, 2018 Tags: impossible love, walking away, hurting Authorprachi prangya agastibhubaneswar, chandrasekharpur, IndiaAboutThe person I am is the result of finite process of tests with no limits to its experiences. And the better aspect of the person I am can be reflected by the words of my family and friends. May be my i.. more..Writing
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