Do You See Color In The Clouds?

This one is really short but I think that adding anymore would've taken away as opposed to adding to it tbh.

It's funny how today, out of anything, I gain the most joy from staring into the clouds.
There are a million reasons to resent the world, which I often do.
Too often do I damn the Earth for allowing my existence and refusing to lobotomize me.
It's rare that I find myself thinking while happy.
When I do, though, it's often outside.