If I'll Need This Sweater, I'd Rather Be Where It Snows

it's not my best work but I like it lol I used Doris as the cover image

I'm not sure why I do what I do sometimes. I act in malice towards people I adore, I act ignorant for the hell of it. A good friend of mine put it well, and I'm paraphrasing but I think he said something along the lines of “It's not human to know everything about your condition.” I don't understand myself. But if I don't, how can I expect anyone else to? I wear my heart on my sleeve anyways, I might as well bring a sweater.

I try so hard to convey my emotions clearly, but I think sometimes it makes things less clear. It's simply natural to contradict yourself sometimes, and you end up saying things you don't actually agree with past the moment. It's so funny that being myself and expressing myself mean two different things.

Ultimately, other people are mirrors to search for reflections of yourself in. It's easy to forget that every other person you'll ever meet is as infinitely complex as you are, and I think we all have a lot more in common than we'd like to admit. There's a million things that nobody ever finds out about, whether that be due to it being a secret or because you just forget, that we all share in common, and we'll never know it. 

Ultimately, I think I'd rather stick to the truth of myself than hold things back and fabricate personality traits that I don't truly possess. If nothing else, use me as an example to stay reserved.