Getting through the morningA Story by Y.F.A hate for morningsI woke up this morning with the usual feeling of wrongness, as if something is constantly out of place. I reached out and felt around until I found my glasses, which I'm completely blind without. I hate it so much - the feeling of helplessness, the dependency on something other than your own self, knowing that you need something in order to survive. Why is nature so cruel, and why finding the one thing I need takes half my morning away. I get out of bed and put on the usual torture. My mood is black, so I grab a black bra, a black shirt and a black skirt. My mother never did understand why I stick with this color throughout my wardrobe. I go to the mirror and all I want is to spit at my own face - oh the vanity involved in the morning rituals of looking my best, and for whom? No one. I put on my makeup, and I never understand what it is I'm trying to hide. I always have trouble doing my eyes, because I have to take my glasses off. It's pretty ironic if you think about it, and I did since I've got nothing better to do. Why am I wasting my time? Surely, there's something more productive to do, I just haven't found it yet. I have a quick breakfast and get on the bus, trying to ignore everyone in my way. Some old guy is checking me out - oh god, when will this drive end? I've made it out without killing anyone on the way. I guess I have more will power in me than I thought. So now what? Start the day? What day? This is all a waste anyway. © 2008 Y.F.Reviews
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4 Reviews Added on February 6, 2008 AuthorY.F.Do not disturb me, I'm already disturbed. ;)About**I don't really use this account anymore - keeping it open to preserve the existing content, but might close it in the future.** I've been writing throughout the vast majority of my life, mostly b.. more..Writing
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