Letter of the Wanton Heart

This a really a poem

Letter of the Wanton Heart

 

Dear Wanton Heart,

 

I just don't understand it...I just can't understand why I can't let you go. My mind tells me to move on but me heart says not just yet. What am I still holding on to.......?

You seem to take up more and more of my thoughts. I want to be near you in your arms holding you kissing you. I want to feel your skin against mine, for your breath to caress my neck once again. I want to feel you lips pressing against mine, hummmmm how soft they used to feel. I remember the times you were mine when I used to look at you looking back at me. O how your soft eyes sent chills up my spine. You invade my dreams at night. I see you holding me and loving me....

You know Sigmund Fraud once said that a dream is a wish fulfillment. I guess he was right because I wish you would tell me sweet nothings in my ear. It still amazes me how even after all this time there was never a day that I didn't think about you and what you were doing....

I could say that us going our separate ways was the best thing to do but I feel I would be lying. I long to have you scent course through my nose and take over my senses. I would be lying if I said I didn't want to feel you inside me. Just the thought of having you on top of me, feeling your chest against mine. To feel your heart beating to the same rhythm as mine makes me quiver. I'm yearning for you in every way. I want you there is no denying that but it appears that another has your touch and your love...

 

And I guess you could say another has mine...yet and still you’re the one I want to be with. The one I want to taste inside my mouth once again...

 

Hummmmm you tasted so good.....

 

Every time I see you in a picture with her or remembering that you are not mine I feel my heart breaking a thousand times over and every time the pain would be worse than the last. But I still hold on to the hope that we will have our time and our moment. And that we will have a love that is great and strong. But till then I must live with the fact that you belong to her and that she has you but I know that I will have you in a way that no other has had you in...

And then I will be able to say to you all the words that I would dare not speak now...

I think I love you but how can I tell maybe it was by the way I cried and shook when I lost you or maybe when I day dream about me and you or maybe it’s by the fact that I know if you were to get hurt I would feel your pain and comfort you...

But for right now I'm just missing you and wanting you...

 

Until You Return

Your Wanton Heart

Reviews

[Caradoc]

I felt this way once upon a time. But after closer introspection, I realized that everything I had felt was a lie. It wasn't really love, but the idea of it that made me act the way I did and feel the way I felt. A silly, quiet obsession with something that wasn't really there.

A valuable lesson I learned.

And I know I wasn't the only one.

With this piece, you've put into words something I never would have dreamed of writing myself. Something I'm sure many have felt, and are feeling, at this exact moment. Your study in the field of the human mind is paying off. Or is this more from personal experience and less from academic study?

I'll never know. But well done none the less.

-Caradoc

[Michael X]

wow, the way you bring the desire to life is a story tellers dream of a render
to a feeling of devotion set to blissful yearning, blossoming expression,
it exudes romance and classicness. excellent job