Confessions (Pt.1)

Confessions....pt. 1

Forgive me father for I have sinned, I am guilty of thoughts consumed with lust. The woman in my mind contains characteristics that stand in the doorway of elegance and sleeps in the bed of beauty. I can’t keep her out of my mind. Forgive me father for I am a thief, I stole her heart with no intent of letting another man hurt, break, scar or scorn it ever again. Forgive me for the lies I’ve told. The times my friends said she was the one and I denied it as if they were telling fibs. Forgive me father for I confess to jealously, no other man can cry for her the way I do. If she were to ever walk away, leave me for another, I would collapse from the inside out. Forgive me father for I am a victim to gluttony. Her beauty, love and intellect act as comfort to my robust appetite. When I speak I eat for two, myself and my unborn child who will follow in the footsteps of her dignified mother. Forgive me father for my promiscuous deeds, for I have fallen in love with the very mind set she possesses. When I can’t have her body I make love to her passions. I cheat on her with her ambitions and multiply with her goals. Forgive me father, I know I’m far from perfect; I am an imperfect person perfectly loving this person in my life. I don’t have plans of repentance. I confess that I am a sinner and if these are the thoughts and actions that conjure in my mind everyday then I shall be a sinner till the day I die. I’m glad I’m not perfect, me being imperfect made me love her perfectly. Forgive me father, but these are the confessions of a lovers-sin. Perhaps she is not the sin, but the one disguised as a blessing yet to come. Forgive me father, for these are my confession.

Author's Note

ingore grammer problems,