Suffocation

Suffocation

I thought about you today

Was it supposed to hurt when I seen your face

In my mind, such a lovely place

To the eye, a world of hatred and pain

The thought of you just makes me

give in again and again

I just want you to go somewhere

far, far away

You're deteriorating me as I write this for you

What ever happened to a love so rare

as a blue moon

Entitled to a sense of emptiness

without you

Good God, I wasn't lying

when I said I truly loved you

I adored you to the core,

past the locks and closed doors

The further you get,

I develop the need for you more and more

Time has proven to be such a chore,

how could you expect me to get them done

when I'm feeling so sore

All I can do now is explore the dark

Was it a rhetorical question when you asked

if I'd be mad if you'd depart

Do you remember the promises you made,

the ones that kept me restrained

Leave me be while I strangle within these chains