I never meant to make you cry
But I didn't want to let my guard down, to let you inside
Now that I'm looking back
Over the the flames rising from this pile of ash
I maybe wonder if I burned the bridges too soon
And any photograph that had a picture of you
I didn't want it to be this way between us
But you took my heart and shattered it to dust
What am I supposed to think
When everytime I wake up I'm on the brink
Of another suicidal tendency
Of wallowing in another persons misery
Sometimes I just want to scream
To wake myself up from this terrible dream
The demon in the mirror is always laughing at me
Everytime I close my eyes to get some sleep
I see your face inside my mind
And all the chances that I left behind