A Saint Never Lies

I wrote this because I'm in a bad way right now, and writing is my avenue of expression

It's in between the wounds 
That I made for you 
A scar or a symbol 
Meaningless or meaningful 

I've made myself hurt 
So I knew that I could 
I could make it worse 
But I know that I shouldn't 
In between all the pain, is there a message you see 
Written in tears, " Can anyone save me" 

I'm not a bad man 
Just leaning towards damned 
With half of a soul 
That's already sold 

I sold it to you 
To make ends meet 
But I was the fool 
You stole it from me 
All I'm left with are scars 
Where there used to be a heart 

A Saint never lies 
A man never cries 
But I'm filled with tears and sin 
A walking contradiction