You can
say a lot of things about me, but one thing that will never be disputable will
be my honesty. You can mock me, you can felate me, but regardless, you can
never deny that I have presented myself as I am. You can use whatever mental
gymnastics that you need to, to arise at the conclusion that you are superior
and I am a fool (although, that is my card) but only one of us will ever be conclusively
and provably a liar.
In this
age of ours, there is pressure from innumerable angles to create an alter-ego,
but you are just essentially splitting your consciousness and focus into two
places; instead of finding the eternal boundless void of the one. Some day this
“gibberish” will mean something to you. Perhaps that day is today, but alas I
am not to speak of this. This is for you to decide. How do you decide? Well,
are you with me so far or are you thinking that I need to take my meds?
Now who
are you? I don’t know you. You do though. Do you think of myriads of physical objects or do you think of mental qualities? The answer to this question will be a gauge of
where you are at in the scheme of things. If you think of the now clichéd Fight Club quotes or have you no
interest in the Path of the Magician.
Path of the Magician? I imagine at least some of you are wondering this
question right now. Well, you may already be one…but you never learned what
magic really is. I’ll tell you big secret
magic is just the use of will. Every intentional act is a magical act. If that
sounds untrue, you can read it, yourself,
in the Beginning of Aleister Crowley’s Magick In Theory and Practice. In fact, I encourage you to don’t just take
my, or anyone else’s word, as absolute truth until you have at least examined
it. The unexamined truth is the same as the concept of “picking up a piece of
s**t by the cleanest side.” Do you wish to learn the path of the age old Alchemist’s
Philosopher’s Stone or True Gold? Or
are you going to sit out of the entire reason that you’re here in the first place?