I Can Almost Feel The Sun

These last few years have honestly been the most difficult, trying and painful experience of my life. They were the most utterly soul crushing and anguish filled days that I have ever and hope ever to experience. I've lost more than I can put into words, prayed for death more times than I can count and lost complete faith in myself, and my fellow man, even more times than that.

But somehow, I still found a way to crawl some distance, with a broken leg and back, through the Dark Eternal Night of my Soul. My eyes doth finally see the light. I can almost feel the Sun on my face!

Author's Note

10/22/15

Reviews

[Satan]

You are strong and real john, i have a lot of time for you. You should read my poem: The Brightest Light At The End Of The Darkest Tunnel. A sequal to this one maybe?

[Jonny The Savage]

Why thank you, good sir. I'll have to check it out when I get a chance.

[B]

Its magical isnt it
that sun makes the world so awake
bright
so much to live for
to love
to eat
to write
create
be with those who are worth being around
so much to live for
only that sun brings that light so we can see everything that was always there

[Jonny The Savage]

I think Alexander Pope said it best:
"But true expression, like th' unchanging sun,
Clears, and improves whate'er it shines upon,
It gilds all objects, but it alters none."

You're right though, it's good to spend time with those worth spending time with.

[B]

Beautiful Jonny
Damn i miss you

[Jonny The Savage]

I miss you too, Nisreen.
Hope the frozen north has been kind to you haha.

[B]

It is
Everyone always is
I am thankful

[Jonny The Savage]

Good, they should be.

[B]

I must say its a good place to be
soul healing

[Jonny The Savage]

I can only imagine.
A part of me still desperately needs to see Alaska.

[B]

I wish
Have you ever watched Swan Lake

[Jonny The Savage]

I haven't.
I did really like Into The Wild, not that the two are really tacitly related to one another haha.

[B]

I see them In perfect relation
The pearly white Alaska Shining on the water
A woman sits by a lake
Remembering a summer by a river
Thinking what is to come from life
As a beautiful swan swims by
She thinks
Everything
And just like that
She recalls a ballet performance

[Jonny The Savage]

haha I'm not sure how much I've ever really enjoyed ballet.
But it does sound like a nice enough film, with that description.

[B]

Its my imagination
And it doesnt exactly go like that
Ballet is so beautiful

[Jonny The Savage]

haha, I should've known, sounded interesting though.
I'm not quite at a point where I appreciate it that much.