Lost

The Split second of feeling you get when you loose something dear to you.

To carve love on my
arm and to watch it go away,
The carve my seem permanent
but i slowly goes away,
you slowly feel quiet sweeping
your mind,
The only ray of hope disappears
making you blind,
the thought of being alone
just rips your heart out,
your shocked and quiet; confused
on what life is about,
you try to figure things out
but your mind remains blank,
as your emotional feelings
start to lose its rank,
as i write this i cant even think
straight,
and I lost the only way
of recovery, its to late.